wednesday worries....

i know i'm good for something, i just haven't found it yet. but, i need it.

for the past 5 months, my life has changed so much. i hate the change. i always thought change was supposed to be good. i've been through 3 different jobs and have gotten the short end of the stick everytime. i'm tired of getting burned. i'm down to ashes and i'm starting to blow away...
my relationships with friends, and family have suffered. they are still suffering, and i'm afraid that nothing may ever be the same again. life can come at you so fast, and you miss out on so many things. yet, somehow your still a part of everything. i've been sitting beside myself for far too long, i don't know who i am anymore...