It's been a freakin while...

WOW!
Where do I start? How bout' some photos!






The Fam Damily!





I'm playing catch up. I guess I need to try harder to write in here more often. Although, with it being 1:15am here, I feel too tired to write anything tonight. So, I'll leave with this.

Juno

Just so you know, I love this movie.

"That ain't no Etch-A-Sketch. This is one doodle that can't be un-did, Homeskillet!"

for sure.

well, it's been a while. life has changed so much this past year. where do i start? After I came home in March last year, I struggled for a while. Trying to find a job seemed to be the hardest thing to do on the planet. I finally made that happen, and I seem to be stuck here. I was having a great time with my neices and nephews, but little did we know that would change shortly. All but one, went home. This has not been an easy ride. I'm hoping that a positive attitude will get me far.

-hpow

For Sonny..

my littleman. the only nephew i've ever had. it's hard to think about him leaving. i wonder at times, did God send me home to be with him, for even this short period of time? we've done alot of things together and he always knows how to make me smile. to him, i'm known as "aunt heada", and as funny as it sounds, i wouldn't want to be called anything else. i pray that the Lord watches over him as he always has. i hope that his mom starts treating him right and that someday we will get to see him again.
I will always love you, and I'm going to miss you, oh so terribly.

a fresh start...

Monday is knocking on my door already. Another fun-filled week of searching for yet, another job. As of lately, I've seriously been thinking of just going back to school and trying to get a butt load of grants and/or loans. I want to be a teacher, preferrably K-5. But, then again - I still want to do Public Relations & Music Management. I look into the future alot, and I don't think I can see myself at age 50 standing behind stage at Warped Tour still rocking out. I would feel a bit out of place. I'm also not sure if I can find a husband that would want to be the "old folks" buying band t's at a merch table. I would love to tour with bands and do bookings and promotion for them any day of the week - now, but, I'm not sure how much of a future that provides when I'm old and senile. I feel so wishy washy. While writing this, I was listening to Plain White T's - Our Time Now, and everything I just wrote sounds all wrong. It's amazing what music can do to you and for you. I'm grateful for music, it's all that I've had since I've been back in NC. I miss the long nights spent setting up and breaking down with the band, I miss my boys & friends. I have so many great memories, and I met a ton of awesome people and musicians. Utah is home...


Someday....I will return to that wonderful place - and it will be soon....